In an effort to keep this thing updated…

I thought I would post a rant.  Here goes…

Pissed - OK, so I was pissed.  Actually, this is the quickest I’ve gotten over a pissy moment in quite some time.  I am done being your bitch.  Go find someone else that will do what I do for free and do anywhere near an out-fucking-standing good job at it like I did.  Who needs your shitty attitude and your selfishness?  Who needs your lack of respect and your lies?  Who needs your backbiting and manipulation?  I guess your woman can stand your attitude, because if you were living with me, I’d knock you out.  Two hits: me to you and the thud you’d hear when your thunderous roar and bellow hits the ground.  Join the real world and get a clue.

Happy - I am happy.  Happy as in content.  For the first time in my life, I have found someone worthy of my love and who doesn’t see me as who I can be or what I can do for them, but who I am.  Period.  End of sentence.  It’s really a wonderful feeling.  I find myself thinking about her all the time.  So much so, I go the the bathroom closet for a Coke and open the fridge for a roll of paper towels.  I haven’t yet put my shoes on the wrong feet, but I’m sure I’ll be there soon.  And thank God I’m not drinking the Windex.

Excited - Since my resignation, I am anxiously anticipating my contract approval for my web design business.  I wait with bated breath for what will signal the coming of age for my skills.  Although, I never truly stop learning.  WIth technology, there’s always something to learn and new skills to acquire.  On to my next conquest.

“Be who you are, and be that well” - St. Francis de Sales